Guilty

For all friends, I know I declared a hiatus, but unknown to many, I am actually blogging on my other blog. As I declare hiatus, I realised that I do miss blogging all the thoughts and emotions out. At the same time, I want to remain private with my thoughts and feelings so I kept it a secret. But as time passed, I healed. And I think it is time that you all should know that my officially moving to other blog, because as I can share my daily musings with all of you but at the same time I can choose also to private posts. No offence, I don't mean to exclude you from my life, sometimes I keep my stuffs private, as I don't like the public prying into my life, or having too many eyes, ears and mind seeing my life and judging me for what I did or how I feel.

I apologize if I caused too much inconvenience for you to change or update all my links in your blog or favourite, but please do so.

Here is the link. http://wendi.wordpress.com/

Hiatus

I am declaring hiatus on this blog. Life has been just alright. That's the problem. I want life to be more than alright, I want life to be great and awesome again. There are things that I need to sort out. And stuffs that I need to think about. and of course, obligations to fulfil.

This blog no longer serve the purpose of an emotion outlet like it once been. Right now, it's just random jots of my days and adventures, which just show one side of the coin really. Plus I have been too caught up with studies and other commitments in life that I see no point in blogging. Therefore, I decided instead of feeling guilty that I have not update for long, I will just declare an infinite hiatus. But who knows, I might be back one day, after all this blog was once my baby.

Can't wait

I am super excited now that I can't even sit straight or eat properly. Another 3 days, my parents are coming to Perth! They are here for my graduation. But I am just very happy that they are here. Yes, I am having homesickness. Yes, I know I am here for my third year already. But nothing can beat having the comfort and warmth of a a family. I wished my brothers could have come along. But too bad, they can't. I miss them loads too.

Btw, to a lot ppl, please note that my address has officially changed. Both the one in Malaysia and the one in Perth. :D

I need to finish my work now so I can go enjoy with my parents in THREE DAYS time.

Wooo hooo

Today

Today went by like every usual day. I woke up, cooked, cleaned and prepared myself for uni. Went uni, had an awesome class, walked back and had dinner. Now I am at the business school using the internet. It was a very warm day. Luckily Meiying have a car and I owe her lots of favours already cause she has been giving me plenty of rides to uni. The day seemed like a normal everyday. It used to not be. It felt different for a while when I saw the reminder on the phone. I paused for a moment. But life went on as it should have. I took a deep breathe and looked up into the sky. The full moon is awesome tonight.

Night randomness

The deprivation of internet had hit maximum limit for the residents of 1/2 Monash Avenue, tonight at 11.30pm, we are at the UWA business school, using the wireless internet at the lounge. Yes, we are desperate. Damn desperate, I felt like being cut off from human civilization. And I miss the convenience of the things being just a click away. Now I need to plan stuffs to download so I can do the printing at home. Grr. This is so annoying. I so can't wait for the internet to come but it's taking ages. Apparently we have to wait for another 10 to 20 days. Or more than that, because we are getting our modem/router from them. This inconvenience is felt further because now is the job application period. All job application for 2010 is opened now, and to be close in 2 weeks time. This is so stressful. And to make stuff worse, I have not decide yet on an honours research/thesis topic. That's another major huge headache. I am craving for food so much, I just ate 2 bags of chips OMG. Sigh and I am supposed to be on a diet for graduation next week. And speaking about graduation, I can't wait for my parents to come. I miss them so much. I wish my bros could come too. I wish loads of ppl could come. Then again, it's just a graduation. after all. sigh. I need my coke. I want coke. The vending machine is calling out to me. Should I?

Addicted to Strange and beautiful

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me

-Strange and Beautiful by Aqualong

UNIIIIII

OMFG. Uni started. I can feel the immediate change in the stress and work load. I am actually at the library now..reading my journal articles in the 2nd week of my course. I have not done that before. Journal articles are meant to be read only a week before exam. But nope, I am here instead. Sob.

The weather today is freezing. Actually it is awesome as the temperature is around say 24 degrees, but clever me, didn't check weather forecast, and wore shorts and shirts to uni. Gah. So regret it just now. So went back for dinner and change. And I am warm and fuzzy in my jeans and cardigan now :)

OOH. The apartment/townhouse is shaping up pretty nicely. Now it's all cozy and warm. So nice XD and we got our tv yesterday. and all is quite nice! We got a sofa bed for visitors! and my room is AWESOME. Sorry ppl, lazy to take photos. Will try to do asap. Only thing left is actually the internet. It is taking agesss. Like sooo long! Sigh. Soooo lazy to wait.. oh well. wat to do. cheap stuffs. we expect cheap quality lor

anyway, I should stop procrastinating and really start doing what I am supposed to be doing.

Missing home.

Updates again

Pppl, I've got a place already. It's a 3-room ground floor unit. It's stuck between two uni campus. But, it's pretty far from the business school. Oh wells, we get what we can get.

We bought furnitures already. I so can't wait to fix it up to post the photos for you guys. It's all almost the cheapest items in ikea XD I am such a cheapskate. Oh wells, I guess that's what they meant by being a student!

Besides that, I would be out of internet for a couple of weeks. Only at night, coz for daytime, I am so gonna go to the library to use of the internet. Hehe. I can't survive without the internet. So you'll see me online at real odd timing.

Okay then, I am schleepy. Good night ppl.

Why

I kept asking myself how did I get myself into this trouble. Why did I do this to myself. Why did I get myself into this mess. Why did I think that it was the best decision ever. I hope and really hope that this is just only once I have to go through this obstacles. I hope and really hope for a miracle tomorrow. If not I think I might breakdown and crumble into pieces.

Updates

After the horrible hot weather, we got quite an awesome weather this few days. It was drizzling a bit, but it's alright. It did no harm. Anyway, house hunting has been going alright. We submitted 2 applications already - yes, we need to apply to rent a house, where we need to put references and our previous landlords and etc.

We just need one application to be successful. *cross fingers* Either one, I am alright with. So I need all the luck in the world now. ALL THE LUCK!

My next trouble is actually with the internet. I kinda used up almost all the data download usage. and guess what, my internet account in uni just turned negative. I am so so dead. Oh wells. I can't survive without the internet. I guess for the time being, I don't mind paying a lil bit more.

While typing this, my internet usage just jumped for another $0.30, mannn I have another $4.00 to go before the entire internet shut down on me. Grrr. Oh well I better run then.

Random, I miss taking random macro photos.